This is apt.
I for one have so much to offer, but all that has been suppressed by the need to feed and survive.
It’s how I’m slowly beginning to resent sewing because in a Stable environment, I’d never sew commercially.
As an adult, you have to be intentional about EVERYTHING.
Your happiness, your time, your productivity.
If not, years would pass by with little to write home about.
Journal, document, do anything that’ll aid you in remembering, keep you human , and sane.