I feel so distant from people in vc, even when I’m doing the same thing as others. people ask each other what they’re doing and show interest in each other, but that never seems to happen with me. idk what I did wrong. I’m tired of speak up just to get attention. I hate myself.
I’ve been feeling less connected to my friends recently. They’ve formed smaller groups within the group, and I just can’t seem to fit in. I try to be nicer, friendlier, and more caring toward people who aren’t part of the conversation.
I don’t want to open Discord. I don’t want to see them. But I’m not brave enough to tell them, so all I can do is make a twitter post and hope they see it. It feels like such a cowardly move from me. I might regret posting this later and delete it.