Dark = unwanted side of my thoughts and beliefs
Lightness = Milan Kundera's "lightness", described as our lives simply being "light" due to only having one life. We can make a large amount of decisions with no burden (non-permanent), yet feel insignificant.
@MomaBera Depression, but I'm being tested for ADHD too. It's weird because some symptoms of ADHD can be caused by depression so it's for my doctor to tell me really.
@eigengenesis I think I get it. It's like there's a wall in between. Like we can only enjoy a percentage of everything.
I just know I'm so jaded from all the stress that I need more stimulation to get to the same level of excitement I did before.
@darkinlightness Even the 30 years war ended. You have to make that decision, when it will end. And youβre going to have to do it a lot. Because wars donβt end just because one side lost. Both sides have to accept that it ended. Or both will destroy themselves.