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[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

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[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

one year has passed and i still remember everything

[m @ilovesnowsnow]

i wish someone was afraid of losing me and that i was important to them

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

because if someone wanted to save me, they would. do not let them tell the watered down truth if my life. bring me justice. bring me peace.

scream out the truth.

dont sugar coat.

make what happened to me real.

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

dont let people who didnt know me claim to be my best friend after i die. dont allow my memory to become something people post about for pity. dont let my story become something for someone who didnt ever see me to talk about as if they loved me.

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

dont ever let them make me into someone im not. tell the real story, the truth about my life, every raw, honest, tragic detail that you knew. dont let them paint me as a tragedy who needed to be saved.

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

i feel they way my best friend must have felt after she died.

[☆ dusk ★ COMMS OPEN @DuskDoesNothing]

this is my cptsd moodboard

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

if im so enjoyable to be around and talk to then why dont you care when im actively sobbing for help hello!

[jason @meottore]

bpd moodboard

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

im replacable, plz dont be shocked when you get that call

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

i wish my friends would just tell me they dont gaf instead of acting like they do when they have "time for it" cus holy shit wdym im irrelevant in your life until you need me not to be

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

yeo i might kms

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

how it feels watching all of your friends get partners, go to parties, have hang outs, be social, etc

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

two days

[҂ ‸ ･､ @dwgraded]

i get jealous when people have a social life and friends and able to do things i can't even take care of myself

[SCARY Rin @ttoiwi5]

How life feels after 7th grade

[dayzed | SHEDtwt @dazednkonfuzed_]

could this night get ANY worse