holly 🍓

-16 dni ☆ hw:190 lw:131 cw:164 gw:145,130,120

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

>> THIS IS WHAT IM GONNA READ TO STOP MYSELF FROM BINGING <<

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

idk if im just making excuses but i really feel when im off the birth control pill im skinny and i gained so much going back on it... im crossing my fingers when i go off it next i will lose weight fast again

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

im so embarrassed 🥲🥲🥲

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@skinnyprinsess i feel like this heavily depends on the colour scheme of ur outfits. i would prefer brown bc it can go with a range of pinks, but if i often wore black i would pick the black one

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@177218O "gay man" sir you are a CHILD

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

having to eat breakfast after weighing in heavier because you KNOW not eating anything would backfire, is fucking HELLLLL

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@ningsellesgffr omg this was one of my fav things..
made me feel so tiny !! now ive gained weight and the opposite is happening lmaooo

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

just calculated the calories i had going out for dinner last night abd it was THIRTEEN HUNDRED? 😭 im not used to calorie counting anymore im gonna need to majorly cut back! 🙏

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

im back guys i meet my gf for the first time ever next month so i want to tone up bad :(( ive really let myself go got too comfortable

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

the replies on this are so funny 😭😭 i would eat most things here. cheese and beans on toast is good as hell

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British food poll 🇬🇧

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@justrainyray wow i relate to so many of these, especially the ones to do with making sure mealtime is "perfect". i also feel bad if i finish too quickly or aren't enjoying something as much as i thought i would bc it needs to be WORTH IT but i have a compulsion to finish what ive given myself

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

but on the other hand i need this community ahhhhhhhhh and also need th1nspo atm because ha haaaa i am FAT FATTIE MCFATTERSON

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

i need to delete these accounts bc i cannot risk my friends or a girl im dating seeing my feeds and thinking i think only skinny is pretty or something

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

i cant tell if ive just gained 25lbs or if im pr3gnant

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

k1ll1ng mys3lf

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@waitingbyriver im late 20s 😪

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

im a month sober and im going through a fucking sexual identity crisis guys help, i think dont even fucking like men in a romantic sense????

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@no_irls_allowed hi!!

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@FsJellyBean i need one with big crunchy leaves and lots of anchovies

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

i get the weirdest cravings when im restricting. i want a ceasar salad

[holly 🍓 @de4dcals]

@no_irls_allowed hiii