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dying dying dying

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okay i made a new account it's @deadciown palls go follow there

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reminder i am now @deadcIown

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I REALLY SPELT OALS AS PALLS IMFJMB

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okay i made a new account it's @deadciown palls go follow there

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@ametereo omg this is amazing!!

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okay i made a new account it's @deadciown palls go follow there

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@angelvaint taken a complete lunge which isn't fun at all

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so lil update on my life suicidal as shit obviously sixth form got shut work got shut i broke up w my boyfriend about a month ago just doing great

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@angelvaint i'm glad some things have made a bit of progress it seems, even if it's not much. but holding on to the small things to get through it still okay
i was doing relatively better for some time. had friends, felt quite content, my mental health wasn't the best but like now it's all -

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maybe i should make a new account because all i have are inactive followers so it feels a little alone but at the same time i'm never really here so ,,

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i go to buy quarantine snacks and then finish it all same day i am so gross

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i've been binging so much i'm gonna gain weight like WHOMP because i don't have work or sixth form to keep me active and i'm not actively going to see friends right now obviously but i keep eating EVERYTHING

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can i just stop thinking about my ex i miss him so much imsuch a fucking idiot

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lmaoo mans devoted i'll give him that

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I wanna relapse so bad but idk where my razors are they’re somewhere in my dads room

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Like imma be one hunny I have had no sex drive and not enjoyed sex since New Years I’m too busy thinking about killing myself and also some other bad thoughts that I hadn’t had in a while to think about sexy times

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I love my friends but how can I tell them I’m way too depressed and suicidal to talk about sex

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That’s me

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I relapsed

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@tjredarms I’ll dm uu

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Might do some puzzles to distract myself much just say fuck it and relapse