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what am I doing here in this endless winter .ᐣ 💭 I miss you Noel 🕊️

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⋆˚࿔ unpinning at 75 ⋆˚꩜｡

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If I’m alone to sit with my thoughts for a millisecond it makes me spiral and want to cry.. idk if my bpd is out of remission or something else

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@snoopys_applepi I miss her everyday

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Next week is Noel’s passing anniversary, it’s been 2 years since. I miss her a lot

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@_yur1lov3r Thank u.. and vice versa!

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Checked the scale today

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I’m atheist but for her sake I hope she’s in a better place now

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Lowk want to sh but I got a job rn so I’m not really worried about it

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????

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I
Miss Noel and it’s almost October

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No appetite because I’m depressed

[ٍ @xiezophrenic]

how to lose weight

"get 10k steps everyda-"

https://t.co/UPC64m88nN

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I’m just in some real need of control right now

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It is okay to eat a chicken pie it has vegetables and protein and will not kill me

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Does beer probably break a fast

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I like these pants because they show my thigh gap and also my friends called me skinny or something I don’t remember how the joke went

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90 lbs again feels bad

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Slighhhht relapse but it won’t be that bad bc Omad and still letting myself have treats

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I wanna drink