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[jaan @dearestjaan]

remembered this from the past 🥹😩😭

[Jamarrius @YungxJayy]

Palestinians have been dehumanized to such an extreme degree that simply advocating for their liberation from apartheid and occupation is described as “hurtful” to people who only want their oppression to continue.

[vmp1re @velvtrr]

Just in case you don't know Israel has finally admitted killing hind rajab her whole family and the 2 paramedics who were going to save her it took 933 days to confirm they shot 335 bullets in a 5 year old girl 335 bullets in a 5 year old girl

[jaan @dearestjaan]

it’s so uneasy to be alive today

[ً @artfuIchaos]

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief daily

[jaan @dearestjaan]

a year ago

[ً @An0rexik]

you are allowed to grieve the person you might have become if you had not been abused.

[DON’T LOOK DOWN @ATR_2Wavy]

i didn’t leave when i was supposed to.. that’s on me

[AntiSocial @Anti_Social_040]

maybe in another universe i wouldn't be so sensitive. i wouldn't be emotionally dependent. i wouldn't take everything to heart. i wouldn't minimize my feelings and i wouldn't lose myself.

[Libriscent @libriscent]

The most selfish thing you can do is enter someone's life see that they're genuine, kind, and loving and then destroy their inner world because you never dealt with your own trauma

[KLASIK ♠️ @lifeofklasik]

i feel stupid for how hard i tried. not embarrassed…stupid. like i betrayed my own intelligence for attachment.

[jaan @dearestjaan]

@lifeofklasik what can I do?It was the 1st time I’d ever felt smtg like that in my 32 yrs of life.I know I have to learn that rejection is normal.just keep wondering why it couldn’t have happened right away.Why did it have to take years of being dragged along, humiliated, and betrayed instead?

[Laiiyylaa @Laiiyylaa]

What does depression feel like?
You don’t want to live, but you don’t want to die. You don’t want to talk to anyone, but you feel very lonely. You wake up in the morning and simply wait for the night to come.

[Reechmilly @Reechmilly]

getting betrayed while moving with pure intentions really changes you

[Mayor Zohran Kwame Mamdani @NYCMayor]

Benjamin Netanyahu is a war criminal.

[Jillian Turecki @JillianTurecki]

Walking away from someone you care about who cannot meet your need for emotional safety is one of the hardest, bravest acts you can do.

[lets heal and recover @recovery_your]

Childhood trauma can look like…

• Apologising for everything.
• Feeling guilty for saying “no.”
• Believing your needs don’t matter.
• Expecting to be abandoned.
• Overexplaining yourself.
• Feeling like you’re “too much.”

Children don’t create these beliefs.

They learn them.

[ayo ⌬ @ayospawned]

nowadays you really have to be prepared to never speak to a person again no matter how deep the bond was

[jaan @dearestjaan]

26 days. It’s been so long, it feels like a billion stars have died. why? i thought they said it meant nothing…. why does it hurt so bad

[ǝdɐɔsǝʇıʍpıɯ @cnb_1992]

life after learning to disappear instead of begging to be understood

[jaan @dearestjaan]

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[​𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐚 @sunnkssdseraph]

The older i get, the more i realize that someone making time for you is one of the clearest signs they care. Everyone is busy. Everyone has responsibilities and their own battles to fight. So when someone consistently chooses to spend their time with you, checks on you, and makes space for you in their life, it means something. time is one thing we can never get back, and people don't give it away lightly.