݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁

dnf if under 17yo or non edtwt interactions are fine
🫶🏻happily taken!!!
lbmi 15.6
cbmi 20s🕸️11.9/45.5lbs

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

posting lw emo pics of meeee im so cool guys fer sure XD

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

nvm apparently my lowest all year is 133.0😭😭 that’s fineee im only 0.6 away from that

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

so even though in binged yesterday i lowkey still lost weight somehow??? not complaining.. im officially the lowest i’ve been all year!!

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

so like me and my boyfriend almost broke up yesterday, and i lowkey binged cause of it.. i have no clue how many cals I had but definitely way too many. i’m terrified i gained cause i literally almost hit a lw for this year..

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i don’t know how much i can do today. idk what to do. i’m freaking out but trying so hard to keep it together. how did it turn out like this? can’t we just go back to how we were? i still love you but for my health but we can’t be together anymore.

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

@mochimochibun_ take your time!! we all understand how difficult periods can be :(( i hope you feel better soon

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

my handwriting is so pretty oml

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

@vsqscals no seriously💔 for me 10k is rare honestly but i’m trying for that to be my minimum. my dad is a pool guy so lots of physical labor and walking

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i just realized 134.1 is 60kg!!! YAYY

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

why is it slowly being romanticized to be 250-300lbs plus?? but being underweight is the worst thing ever?? like both are unhealthy, changes your body for the worse, and can k!ll you. they’re both bad wtf

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i hate how demonized ed’s are. like yeah i want to starve myself and be skinny, the only person im hurting is myself bruh (my family couldn’t care less) i’m not hurting anyone else… like especially on edtt people will FLAME you for being 2lbs underweight or short.. what the fuck

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

@littleowl_23 I appreciate that!! it is a rare situation. Thank you🫶🏻

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYY i lost more weight in 134.1 now im so closee to 133 omg

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

@littleowl_23 they don’t notice AT ALL. my parents both do omad and fasting every single day Plus whenever I pace they don’t think anything of it, my dad gets usually 18k steps a day. I feel bad they struggle too but i’m thankful they don’t bug me about losing weight. They’re proud if anything

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i never lost my period at my lw but it was only 3-4 days long each time and super light. i wonder if i was close to losing it

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

in my prime i would literally get nauseous and gag at the smell of food and i had fully convinced myself that every bite of food was another pound id gain. 16 year old me was scary ngl

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

@unseennervosa if you can i would try weighing with a different scale to see if your current one is accurate. or you could try a metab day

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i did really good today 10k steps 400 net cals but i’m terrified to weigh in tmrw idk why :(( i think im gonna go to bed early tonight

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

wait i was so proud about losing 2.1lbs this month but i saw someone who’s already lost 3 omg i need to do better wtf

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

i literally have to weigh in every day if i don’t i get panic attacks

[݁.𖠰 ݁↟toby ⦻ ݁. ݁↟edtwt🍁 @death_wish707]

okay so i’m NOT gonna let my bed control me anyone. the only thing that makes me binge is myself.