im actually scared to drink bc last time i drank, I ended up doing so for weeks on end after losing my cat and it feels like ill be breaking something by drinking is that weird
mixed signals monday
thinking of u tuesday
what are we wednesday
third chance thursday
for the plot friday
stay delusional saturday
still confused sunday
i want him so bad my heart aches and my teeth grind together and turn into dust in my mouth that I chew and chew and chew and can’t swallow as I choke on the idea of someone else having him but I don’t love him I just want to have him be mine and mine alone and only and forever
im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser when will someone finally love me im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser im such a loser