ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理

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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　　　　　　　face death
　　　 　　 to embrace life
　 　 　 look past the horizon

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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　　　　　　　venture life
　　 　　 burn your dread
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[😹 @lost2thedogs]

#p3r craziest part of the kyoto trip by far was discovering my social links were having yaoi ??

[lorelai ⋆.˚˖࿔ ࣪ @rwhaee_]

what's the science behind pressing a bruise and it feeling good

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　and makoto's frustrated with herself , knowing she has no good words to say .

　so instead ...

　she reaches out , wrapping her arms around her ... wordlessly clinging tight to her .
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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　as kotone crumples to the floor below , the hold makoto retains on her wrists brings her down with her .

　she lets go of her , as she's stopped hurting herself ... but all she can do is bear witness to her breaking down and crying her heart out .

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[汐見 琴音 ⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖ @universemessiah]

she looks away from makoto, not wanting to admit what she’s about to say, but doing it anyways.

“i thought i was fine, that i was controlling the act. i guess i fooled even myself if you couldn’t recognise me..”

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　it's ... a strange sight , really .

　the tears shake her body , and flow like a steady stream from her tear ducts , and never seem to stop .

　for all she knows , it's been forever since she did .

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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　she pushes aside the clutter , the static in her mind and body , reaching out to grab both of the other's wrists ; knuckles fading into white with the force she exerts on them .

　" shi ... shiomi . "
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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　" wh ... hey , shiomi — "

　as the gravity of the situation sets in , she takes after the other as quickly as she can ; shoving her way in front of her to witness her frenzied state .

　emotions begin to mix ... to swirl , and fester , and bubble up within her , ++
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[汐見 琴音 ⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖ @universemessiah]

( before she slams her fist into her head as many times as she can before makoto gets to her. repeatedly calling herself an idiot as she does )

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　—— to an extent she's never willing to handle .

　her indifference is gone , concern welling in her widened eyes .

　her heart races .

　her wrists itch . her nails are too clean . a thought crosses her mind —

　" shiomi ! "

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[2441139 @kf9qi]

the art of being dramatic

[Morgan @HadeanTide]

I HATE MY FYP PMAOFIJEKEKFNSN

[Asa of shedtwt @sokotonight]

How it feels to vent to my irls

[Vixxie @marble3673918]

some oomfs on my TL genuinely acting like this

[𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☕️🥞 tiff @fthfulcrow]

running around tartarus with a pack of wild lesbians

[pixel p. ixel ᓚᘏᗢ shi/hymn/it ᓚᘏᗢ read strawpage ! @mayormingus]

??!?

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　—— [ suddenly seeming panicked . ]

　... uh . hey . shiomi ?

　[ the pace of her breathing seems to quicken , and they quickly slip off a headphone with no audio to hear her better . ]

　you good ?

　are you

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　[ makoto fiddles with their MP3 player as they speak , running their fingers over the device as they wait for a reply ... that doesn't seem to come .

　from under their long bangs the color of midnight , do they glance upwards to see kotone's , ] ++
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[汐見 琴音 ⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖ @universemessiah]

in reality. she’s hyperventilating a ton, frozen in her spot as she looks at makoto’s face with those wide, but empty looking eyes.

[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　's not like you're / not / cheery , to an extent ... but it feels like you smooth out the rough edges , so no one can actually tell what you feel .

　i'm no better at reading minds . but i've known you long enough to notice .
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[ᅠᅠᅠ✦ᅠ⌢ ᅠ結城 理 @deathsbind]

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　i mean ... 's not like i know what you went through when you were gone .

　but for whatever reason , i feel like , at least to others ... you make up this super cheery version of yourself that doesn't actually exist . y'know ?

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[汐見 琴音 ⋆.˚⟡ ࣪ ˖ @universemessiah]

that… doesn’t really bring me confidence.

am i really not, me?

like i know ive gone through many physical changes but, am i still not me socially?

kinda ironic i go through all this effort for people to see me as myself and im not even being myself …