♌︎ moon222

TW 𖦹 20 𖦹 bmi 9.4 𖦹 5’6 𖦹 they/she 𖦹 autistic 𖦹 lesbian 𖦹 vegetarian

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

I’m so scared

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@snu_upii very mean n unprofessional. Thank you so 🫂💚

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

HE CAME IN W THIS N SAID I HAVE TO EAT N I ASKED TO SWITCH THE MEAT CAUSE IM VEGETARIAN N HE SAID HE DOESNT CARE EVEN IF I WAS JEWISH N THAT I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF then another doctor came in n she said i can switch the meat for my protein bars n plant based BUT THIS IS ALL FEAR-

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

He also said if I don’t finish 80% of it I can’t have visitors n that it better be in my stomach “not thrown under the bed” WTFFFF I BETTER BE ABLE TO SWITCH HIM OUT IS THAT ALLOWED

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They let me switch out the meat for my bar, milk for almond n banana for another fruit but I’m still stressing tf out about the rest I’m shaking in my boots

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

HE CAME IN W THIS N SAID I HAVE TO EAT N I ASKED TO SWITCH THE MEAT CAUSE IM VEGETARIAN N HE SAID HE DOESNT CARE EVEN IF I WAS JEWISH N THAT I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF then another doctor came in n she said i can switch the meat for my protein bars n plant based BUT THIS IS ALL FEAR-

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

That guy who tried making me eat meat is HORRIBLE I hope I’m able to switch him out

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

FOOD N I DONT WANT THIS SHIT HE WAS SO MEAN N UNPROFESSIONAL I HATED HIM THIS IS A NIGHTMARE IM NEVER FORGIVING MY MOM FOR FORCING ME TO COME I DONT WANT TO RECOVER ID RATHER DIE AND THEY ARENT UNDERSTANDING ME JUST GANGING UP ON ME

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@Zh0d3a I was forced to come here and I don’t want to recover ever

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@snu_upii I love you also, I’ll ask them to fs 🫶🏼

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@lifeispeachy222 Hopefully they’re able to !!

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

On the bright side they haven’t forced me to eat their food n I can bring my protein bars

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

I tried telling my mom how forced recovery can be bad if someone doesn’t want it n she fr started yelling n said she’s gonna leave to get food cause “she actually eats” then had the nerve to offer me something 😭

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@FelixKillsCals I love you sm felix. Thank you & hope ur doing so well <33

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They said my liver is failing but that I can leave anytime I want tomorrow cause I’m not under arrest or anything n my mother tried telling them to keep me but if I’m an adult they can’t listen to her right?

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@tm_unavailable It’s a musttt

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

Warmed up protein bars 🔛🔝

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

@gloompetals Thank you sm. Ur very much loved also + special as well. I love you sm more <3

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

I tried telling my mom how forced recovery can be bad if someone doesn’t want it n she fr started yelling n said she’s gonna leave to get food cause “she actually eats” then had the nerve to offer me something 😭

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They’re gonna force me to recover I think n I don’t want to id rather die. The guy who was talking to me was talking abt me like I was some kind of demon w my mother n idk what’s going on but I’m so terrified n feel alone

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They said I can leave whenever but not idk what’s going on n I’m scared. They offered me food which made me shit a brick but I said I brought something n they said that’s ok thankfully but what if once I’m in my room they force me? THE ED VOICES ARE LOUD I just wanna go home

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They said my liver is failing but that I can leave anytime I want tomorrow cause I’m not under arrest or anything n my mother tried telling them to keep me but if I’m an adult they can’t listen to her right?

[♌︎ moon222 @decomposedmoon]

They got impatient w my slow walking n not being able to move even tho I was tryna play it off n said I’m like an old person n have me rolling in a wheel chair idk if they believe me when I said I can’t move cause I tripped 😭