ossified oneus

decoy/they/26 • local coffee gremlin • lpc to be • don't you ever just wanna go apeshit

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

@allismendokusai it's terrible and I know it just takes time but man. it sucks in the meantime

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

it's so fucked up how life just keeps.moving on and I have to start school again and I'm going to have to counsel people when I'm still crying about my dead cat every other fucking day because my life is never going to be the same when I lost a part of my soul

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

both my cats are dead, my parents have sold my childhood home and are moving out of state, I feel disconnected from everybody I've ever known, and I'm fucking playing magic the gathering again. Is this a quarter life crisis

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

I'm so bored and tired and nothing can hold my focus and nothing seems like it MATTERS ENOUGH and I know that's just how grief is but like DUDE

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

I've been riding the wave of overwhelm for months now and I know something was going to tup the scale eventually, but I think ebony's sudden onset sickness and death has sent me crashing into the worst depressive episode I've had in years because holy shit

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

every time I think I'm doing ok I see something out of the corner of my eye that kinda looks like her and then I can feel my heart collapsing all over again

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

I miss my cat

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

She go from sun time to fan time

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

@LiNkzrOW Hello enjoy my cat sunbathing

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

If I start stream late tomorrow pls forgive me I have not been sleeping or waking up on time have a cute ebony as an early apology

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

my esa (emotional support asshole)

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

@whitebirdalpha

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

@voidlings

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

i love u

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

@AqionFilms It sucks so bad I just want to be this:

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

smol

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

her'mst

[ossified oneus @decoyatbest]

nvm I can't