lily

23 | they | non edtwt + minors dni

[lily @deenicotine]

my journey to bmi 13; an ongoing 🪡🧵

[mazzy ⚢ @petalmazzy]

current mood: fat and ugly

[dear @deardeerdoll]

maybe i should really just kill myself

[lily @deenicotine]

imfatimfatimfatimfat

[Ivy🔻 @surrviiver]

I fucking hate these people. When's this thing of treating bi/pan people as a lesser queer people gonna stop

[swan @bonesandcal]

hate all the “22 and still on edtwt” drama cos all our damn mothers still have ed’s they’re just seen as “too old” to recognise it as an actual issue imagine how much less alone they would feel with a community knowing they’re not the only ones struggling

[lily @deenicotine]

wow i dissociated so much i forgot who i was

[lily @deenicotine]

heated up protein bars>

[lily @deenicotine]

almost 20 hours into my fast. i had my favourite food for the last time yesterday, i can’t do this anymore, my head is consuming me, i hate my body and the way i look

[Ash @ijustloveteatbh]

I know József Attila would get me

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

kinda funny to me that ppl get mad at you and lowkey blame u when they find out you’re suicidal. like yea dude keep going im close

[☆★ bat !! @fr4gi1eb0n3s]

humans r the most selfish creatures on this planet

[lily @deenicotine]

i had my dinner, gonna fast until idk and go to the gym i cant be fat anymore

[lily @deenicotine]

i have 2 weeks to get out of bmi 20s

[lily @deenicotine]

i wish i died years ago i cant fucking do this i keep eating and eating i want to be skinny again i HATE MY FUCKING MISERABLE LIFE

[lily @deenicotine]

why am i still alive

[lily @deenicotine]

@nyxstarves im so sorry u r going thru shit i wish i could hug u rn

[bunny @babyteethrot]

edtwt reminder:
you don’t need to comment under someone else’s post about their safe foods announcing that for you that is a fear food, you can just keep your mouth shut and let that person enjoy their food in peace !!

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[lily @deenicotine]

….hello

[lily @deenicotine]

i’ll be gone soon dw, im sorry everyone