california 🐚 (35/42)

ugw50 ☕️ 19 🩹 cw59.8 🏐 174cm 🎱 ednos 🎬 bmi 19.5

[kiwi @Keiweei]

I need to get skinny so I can look good for my bf

[marie 𓍢ִ໋❀ @eternalcal]

having short nails makes me feel fat

[blaire @pissshit90001]

I gotta stay single 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ I’m out here asking for permission to do drugs 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[444 @dolly0d]

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[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

real talk tho how does every fucking bitch on edtwt have perfectly hairless legs in their bcs

like are you guys waxing? laser? razors? what god do i need to start praying to? how many people do i need to off to achieve those results?

TELL ME UR SECRETS

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

HE KEEPS DROPPING 'BABY' IN CONVO RANDOMLY IS THIS A SIGN OR NOT CHAT?!

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

i said i was feeling lonely after moving so far away and having no friends here and he said 'im here baby it's ok x'

HELLO?!

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

chat is it still platonic if he says 'good boy' to me when i do something good for myself and i say 'good girl' back to him when he also does something good??? CHAT IS IT STILL PLATONIC????

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

chat is it still platonic if he says 'good boy' to me when i do something good for myself and i say 'good girl' back to him when he also does something good??? CHAT IS IT STILL PLATONIC????

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

i hate the fact that i want to look visibly muscular but at the same time i also want to be deathly skinny. it's like my mind can't make up what it wants

[˖⁺‧₊˚ synara ˚₊‧⁺˖ @skxnara]

u know when skinny girls’ belly buttons are long and vertical… that thing, that’s what i need

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

@SUlCIDEQUARTZ no bc theoretically it SHOULD, because in essence it's similar to the digestive acid of a horse and u need to feed them hay before work to stop it splashing and causing ulcers so why wouldn't say,,, 2-3 cups of lettuce do the same thing for humans...? 👀

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

my friends are so dense. no, i don't fucking care if it's the middle of the night and your having a mental health crisis. i don't care if im doing something important. if you need me, it doesn't matter what i was doing or my plans, i'll blow out my fucking engine getting there.

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

@dietfume girl trust it's SO good and there's an even lower cal vegan version 🫶 it's ridiculously high in fibre as well so goodbyeeeee bloating and water weight

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

marry me chickpeas r ridiculously low in calories for such a filling meal n they taste fucking amazing :)

680 cals

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

booked a telehealth appointment with my gp to discuss getting on antidepressants two months ago... appointment was today... she never rang. is this a sign??? 😭

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

just bc im mentally ill doesnt mean i have to torture myself with disgusting food. i own a 19 spice rack for a reason. and the calories from the spices? my body's already used them by the time im finished cooking.

edtwt– seasonings exist. use them, PLEASE 😭🙏

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

yeah i have an eating disorder and obsessively count every calorie. seasoning tho?

idgaf about the 10 calories in it. you'll NEVER catch me eating bland ass, tasteless, unseasoned food. EVER.

[𓆩𓆪 @koiicats]

do u ever like logically know what ur doing isn’t good or healthy & u probably need help but in ur head its like “oh im just making this all up & being overdramatic”

[california 🐚 (35/42) @defsskinny]

@Bribleed australia actually has something like this lol, it's like a half circle that's coloured in with the amount of calories the food has vs the recommended daily adult intake

[salem ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ @salemscrucible]

“you smell like cigs” yeah that means ur standing too close to me, take a few steps back