I stupidly confessed my ed last night to a friend, and I’m panicking because I haven’t done that (albeit drunkenly) in years and fuck fuck fuck. But at least I made it sound like it was in the past and I’m better?
@heavnpill I’m old af (or at least by ed twitter standards), so I completely get this. So not trying to promote or enable anything for young people. I’ve just been dealing with this shit for over 10 years.
@lexercise_@calc0unt3r Yes, but also I find now I have time for things I’d have struggled to get done bc I’d always be thinking about / stressing over next meal
I bought lovely perfume and lovely lingerie and we drank champagne and ate caviar and it was like a page out of someone else’s book but it was so divine
But like I hinted at my ED (though I implied that it was in the past…) and she picked up on it and said she wants me healthy and my heart kind of melted