era: su1c1dal

22• tw: everything• edtwt• cw:66 gw:53 ugw:47• diagnosis:hysteria

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

☆ intro to edtwt ☆

~I’m 18
~new to edtwt // looking for moots
~just want a group of people I can relate to and motivation to stay on track :)

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

25lbs gained over the summer is mad it’s crazy i need to actually commit

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i fucked up over the summer i fucking hate myself rn. how the fuck did i let myself get this huge?? i wake up everyday telling myself im gonna lock in and i never do and i keep gaining like non stop

[Juni✨ @soontobedainty]

The realisation that every time I buy food I’m paying to be fat is actually mind boggling how did I never see it like this

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

@HeatherAnn_111

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

@dontfollowme505 @coconutccals i do?!?!?! tf?

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

@ivybxtch and trump too😭😭😭😭 i hate that he’s a diet coke girly😪

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

how do mukbangers eat so much but they’re so tinyyyy like are they purging after???

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

I WILL LOSE 5kg by the end of april!!!!!!!!!

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i’m so bloated and huge and in pain like i don’t even wanna think about how many cals i ate today

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i’m actually gonna cry :( i feel so fat

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

how am i fasting almost all day just for me to fuck it up on the 3-5 hour window i have to eat

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i need to work on ⭐️ving without b/p bc my body is literally giving up after this cycle

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

all that progress just goes to shit

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i cant throw up:/

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

crying on your birthday is a must!

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

i was looking at old pictures of me and ew i would do this all over again maybe even sooner bc i looked like a ginormous monster ew ew ew i cant believe i walked around looking like that b

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

@junkorexigirl purrr

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

why do i have to get so fucking bloated when i’m on my period??? as if everything else about getting a period isn’t already terrible

[era: su1c1dal @delusionals1ut]

anyway only my people can make me feel like losing weight makes me ugly🤨