joy 🫀

left, socialist/commie and music enjoyer. get more out of life, see a fucked up movie. always up for some cigs, a guinnes and raving. esp and eng. minors dni ♡

[nuzzle @strapoe]

i love you im so fucking sorry bro😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

i want what they are having in crash (1996)

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

kinda want to post face reveal or some pics bcs they go hard and i know theyll get appreciated here but at the same time hell naw i ant showing my face like most of yall are probably from another country or whatever but i aint risking it (literally no one sees my tweets)

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

besides that, i really admire some of my punk friends that are into straight edge cause like i get the thing about not having to get wasted every time we go to see a band or smth but personally i need a hundred shots of vodka, a hundred cigs and beer or ill explode thank you

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

i think i just hate posers and people that tries to "change" the meaning and bases of alternative subcultures like get the hell out, if ur punk, u have to be left wing, anti-capitalism or at least try to read about the things you are defending. its not just an aesthetic

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

but at the same time i know its a different culture here where i live than in the usa for example like there fast fashion and fast everything its SO common like things like zara are fast fashion and made to be used once while in here zara its like luxury lmao

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

why does everyone that dresses "alternative" or wants to be part of some subcultures such as goth, punk etc think its "ok" to buy everything off shein and temu bcs "i dont have the money nor the time" bitch i have a full time job and bill to pay stfu ur not alt u dont have values

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

why does everyone that dresses "alternative" or wants to be part of some subcultures such as goth, punk etc think its "ok" to buy everything off shein and temu bcs "i dont have the money nor the time" bitch i have a full time job and bill to pay stfu ur not alt u dont have values

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

they are doing this to me tomorrow

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

@ang3ltearzs heyy

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

its the worst wanting to starve yrself while having a full time job and also a jod that REQUIRES for you to stay kinda strong like i be there lifting boxes and doing stuff without being able to sit for 9 hrs straight like atp imma start do coke for gods sake......

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

also the fact that the guy im "dating" rn is so skinny and has such a waist like bro bfr but i cant say anything cause at the same time HES SO SANE like mentally and everything like dude doesnt even smoke cigarrettes (does weed but ocassionally) like...

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

also i really miss ex trans lesbian russian situationship like HELL like girly used to give me free w33d and offered to let me try keth and meth w her and stuff and she was also hot like wth did i decided that my job was more important than getting wasted like im still a loser

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

with that said, if someone knows anything interesting that i can do with a shitload of sertraline and some quetiapine lmk cause i dont use it for shit other than every once in a while take some with some vodka to see if it does smth but it really doesnt

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

like i feel way less hardcore than when i was 16 and i used to sh like crazy and take pics cause i dont do it so often anymore but id say i gotten worse in some aspects, more likely cause now im a literal adult with a job and i have money to do more harmful stuff and to buy drugs

[joy 🫀 @demencider]

finally got back to this acc after almost 5 years or so, ive never been to recovery but i grew up so i didnt feel like having this acc anymore but rn when im an adult and i take antidepressives and maybe other drugs every now and then and i still like to sh, feels good to be back