The key to living a comfortable life is confrontation and chaos actually. You have to say no. You have to tell people to fuck off. You have to be mean in necessary situations. A life of peace isn't built off of being a yes man and taking a passive approach to everything
Being attractive but neurodivergent is such a weird experience because people become fascinated with your appearance. Then uncomfortable when they realize you require depth, honesty, reassurance, patience, and emotional intelligence.
you donβt realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once