Emilia

she/her, 20 🏳️‍⚧️

[Rin @ttoiwi5]

The constant feeling of unloveable that have been with u since u were a kid

[computer @computer1010101]

I am learning that forming close human relationships is generally not good for me

[lily @loonafiIms]

people losing their braincells bc they use ai instead of thinking by themselves VS me losing them in the old-fashioned way (depression)

[ꫂ ၴႅၴ @bobablaster67]

i be like “can it get any worse?” and then it literally does

[cool @35yearoldfriend]

I’m so unemployable it’s almost funny. I sleep too much. I can’t handle stress. My brain capacity is smaller than an acorn. I don’t respect rules or authority. I have no interest in basically anything. My ideas are trash. I’m ugly and stupid. I hate meetings. I can’t do this.

[donovan spoon @donovanhitchens]

hello suicide hotline i'd like to request your finest suicide

[mina .ᐟ @encoderror]

i wanna throw up all my organs and die from blood loss

[?a@ @pz38889]

あー楽しかった、死にたい
あー面白かった、死にたい
あーつらかった、死にたい
あー美味しかった、死にたい
あー疲れた、死にたい
あーあの子嫌い、死にたい
あーあの子好き、死にたい

[⺀🦄ྀི｡ ּ֯ ┆꒰ fⲉττⳕ .ᐟ ꒱ ⼺ ‧ ˚ @cunfettsi]

i think i’m getting better
*relapses*
i think i’m getting better
*relapses*
i think i’m getting better
*relapses*
i think i’m getting better
*relapses*
i think i’m getting better
*relapses*
i think i’m getting better
*relapses*

[Ryōshū - Sinner #4 @FlameOfHateLCB]

//how it feels to be dysphoric and feel trapped in your own body every 2 minutes

[gold 🏳️‍⚧️ @goober59914]

imagine how good it must feel to wake up just being a girl, like you never had to struggle for it or anything

[joms ✰ .ᐟ @disoc8]

to do list

1. make everyone hate me so that i don’t feel guilty before ending my life

2. ending my life

[Lily 🏳️‍⚧️ @LilyLilac64]

It actually evil that I love to sing but am stuck with shitty male vocal cords, I can only sing so high until my voice cracks

[sera ᯓ★ @sera_fims]

every single year i don’t kill myself because it’s going to get better next year and then it’s next year and it’s never any better. at what point will i grow a pair of balls and end this cycle

[INCPASSIP @INCPASSIP]

dysphoria
#tadc #jax #theamaizingdigitalcircus

[~naïomi @deuxailesdecire]

maybe suicide is the only solution for people like me

[ashley ⚢ @lanangelyuri]

nothing before starting HRT is canon