Iโm wondering if to make a priv for this acc.. there is some stuff Iโd like to post but too personal to put on public but my current priv is full of things that I wouldnโt want just anyone to know so am middle ground acc might be goodโฆ ๐ญ
would anyone want to follow? ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Happy International Lesbian Day to all lesbians ! Femme lesbians, butch lesbians, lesbians under the trans umbrella, lesbians on T, lesbians on E, a-spec lesbians, lesbians of color, disabled lesbians, openly queer lesbians, closeted lesbians, you are all awesome โก
this entire time I thought everyone felt the same way about โloveโ but I realized later on that the way I view love is from an aroace spec perspectiveโฆ!
the difference for everyone makes me feel guilty that maybe how I feel isnโt โplatonic enoughโ somehowโฆ itโs simply love at the end of the day but itโs an internal battle of how I feel and feeling guilty for it somehowโฆ
โalterous attractionโ is
different for everyone
I found the label for my feelings but
itโs hard for me not to feel guilty over
my โloveโ for some reasonโฆ
my feelings are intense and big, society
has conditioned you into thinking only
romantic feelings can be this deep
I only realized I am aroace a few months ago so Iโve been detangling from what was learnt from years of trauma and how cptsd/childhood shaped the way I view love and also unlearning behavior from my ex of 5 years ๐ฅน