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#drugtwt etc. rambling, venting, coping

[powder @dewyshrine]

i get adderall in a couple days, & ket in a couple days. i am yearning for both rn im rocking it sober FUCCKK

[powder @dewyshrine]

ran out of ket. forgot i live with druggies justlike me, asked my mommy for ket and now im balling 😭😭

[powder @dewyshrine]

jokes on me, its both

[powder @dewyshrine]

narcissistic meth addict mom or neglectful alcoholic father

[powder @dewyshrine]

@sincerelyyrsxyz yess dont fall for the vaping propaganda bro!!! quit while you're ahead. ID EVEN SAY SMOKE OVER VAPE BC ITS EASIER TO QUIT LMAO

[fenlon @1fenlon]

being an addict is so ridiculous. like oh noo i can't stop having fun to the point that it's killing me

[powder @dewyshrine]

@virtuallyself yes, in several different situations. its horrible when its a loved one.. u watch them dissapear. you miss them so bad and they're right there. if its someone dangerous, you are walking on eggshells. cant sleep. have to defend yourself against their delusions. it sucks

[James @turningmystile]

No one wants to actually get better anymore everyone just wants to stay dysfunctional and be told that its okay and not their fault and there's nothing they can do about it anyway

[powder @dewyshrine]

@bugwithablog i hope in the future that u can find heaven here on earth. stayin alive to try and find out is very strong

[powder @dewyshrine]

@deadMansShriek being 'deformed' isnt necessarily a bad thing. if all of us were the same, that would be boring as fuck. even though u feel like u dont fit in, doesnt mean you dont have value. you just gotta make what you have yours. eff everyone else. its ur life!!

[powder @dewyshrine]

@Hdmi82711 its a good thing in some cases, like if ur guaranteed to only be suffering for the rest of ur life. but if it isnt guaranteed ur just throwing away all the existience you can be promised. that, and theres always another option being ignored.. + ur making ur loved ones sad asf

[powder @dewyshrine]

@im2hai i hate the substance olympics mindset on here. weed is a drug. yes. oh my god. i do amphets, tranqs, yet i dont touch weed bc it fucks me up

[littlegirl67 @rpedbyreality]

self harming by staying alive

[shablowsk @virtuallyself]

dude your brain is mad damaged

[powder @dewyshrine]

he is so bad that just seeing how he has deteriorated as a person has made his alcoholic friend not want to drink anymore. maaaaan. i have gotten the shittest end of the stick

[powder @dewyshrine]

he is so mean to me all the time now. he has no more empathy for me. he is aggressive when he is infamous for being overly sensitive. he has nothing silly to say anymore. he cannot remember conversations we've had 20 times. he thinks 24 hours without drinking is astounding

[powder @dewyshrine]

my dad and his alcoholism induced dementia & brain damaged personality. my mom and her meth delusions + narcissism. dad hurts more because he actually loved me at one point but he loves ruining himself more

[*ੈ✩‧𓏲*𖦹★ @m0llygurl333]

taking a break from relationships to focus on substance abuse

[powder @dewyshrine]

@powdafayry this is so sweet :(( ❤️❤️