Vivi 🐱 edrtwt

adults only🔞|1,69m🌳|gw: 49kg🌠
hw: 70kg ⛈️|BMI: 19🌑| Depression, EDNOS

Food Diary🥐|Thoughts 💭|Mimimimi📝

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

BMI 18,2 #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Atleast I didn't binge on everything - always could be worse 💀👍🏻

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

No words needed #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

soo that's what I ate today. A banana almondmilkshake with cinnamon, a proteinbar, peastew and a protein pudding. I want to binge but I have to stay strong or my mood tomorrow will be disturbing at work :( #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

I legit wish I would still live in this ugly city without friends and only my boyfriend. I felt super sad and lonely but atleast I didn't had to bother about paying rent. Because now I'm sad and lonely in a prettier city and prettier apartment cool

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Im so angry and sad and just want to eat everything I can reach to feel better. I feel like no one cares about me irl but my boyfriend and that's simply not enough. Why I can't have caring family. I just want to quit everything and give up but I can't

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

because I choose to live in the city where I have to pay double my rent before. But guess what - I don't feel better with friends around and in my work rehabilitation program

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

soo that's what I ate today. A banana almondmilkshake with cinnamon, a proteinbar, peastew and a protein pudding. I want to binge but I have to stay strong or my mood tomorrow will be disturbing at work :( #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

@fossilizedlight 😍

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

@psylliyum I do this because I don't want to face tomorrow 💀

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Already tracked everything I want to eat today (around 850cal) - should I post what I ate today in the evening? #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Why did I weight myself on my period. Feeling super bloated and disgusting and gained 1,6kg 👍🏻i just want to be 49kg finally 😭 #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

New lw?? Feels super undeserved after I ate 5/7 days last week above 2000cal (2-3 days even 4000cal+ lol) but this is the proof you won't lose all your progress after a week of failure - lock in guys 🫶🏻 #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

@battystruggles I feel like everyone is having their period right now 🥲

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Did pilates, ate 1000cal and had fun gaming - actually best day in a while overall 🥰 #edrtwt

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

@itsbreaddddd Hope you are okay :(

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

@v2ndettas2 Because you are crazy goals

[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

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[Vivi 🐱 edrtwt @diaryto49]

Im bloated, mz belly hurts and I want to eat the whole time. Menstruation sucks