I saw your face while I was out, I turned around and looked away
I didn’t know what I would say, I’d fumble all over my words
You hate me now but I loved you first
I love you more than you will know
for that reason I let you go
so just go with it
you’re going
…
I’m a zombie in my body, I’m a train off of the track
I feel dirty, I feel rotten
and the colors are all flat
I’m a sad shell of a human and I’ve got maggots for brains
I’ll move across the country just to judge myself like just as much as I do when I’m sitting here
I miss my friends, I disappeared
and haven’t seen them in a year
God, what am I doing here?
but oh well, look at my life
bet you can’t tell but it’s kind of a bad time…
and you look stupid going out
if he’s got a pulse he meets your standards now
you feel nothing and yet you still let him
but I bet he’s at your place right now
you couldn’t point him out in any crowd…
oh, golden girl, you shined a light on your home
and at your best, you were magic I was sold
but don’t tell them what you told me
don’t even tell them that you know me
I would rather burn forever.