GlassOfWhiskey

just an old tyme Memr’y

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I can’t stand waking up and nobody knows it, I don’t have the strength to change who I’ll always be. Like I’m biting the gun but the safety is on, I threw up the pills I ate. God damn the man who said everything is fine.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

Those that don’t mind, matter. those who mind, don’t matter. Damned if you do, damned if you don’t…theirs never winning. It’s all fake propaganda.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

Sometimes it’s the ones that try to help that hurt the most….Call it Anti-social, call it masturbation, either way it’s a solo operation, I’m just far more comfortable alone. People are ugly, people are evil.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I’m a screw up, I’m a dumbass and they show me hate for it….I’m worthless

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I’m an alcoholic because I want A. Want to die alone, B. I want to suppress all my negative feelings, I have to many for my brain to handle.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I just want to feel good about myself, but I don’t know how…is it too late for me? I know I’m narcissistic, but I don’t know how to change that.

[N☁PE @nopemovie]

What happens next? #NOPEMOVIE

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I feel like people aren’t liking the damaged person they created in me, and it shows. You can be careless and mean to someone for so long before they say “Fuck it” and not care anymore about anything.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

Also, let’s hear it for the people suffering mass amounts of Anxiety and Depression! Who needs sleep when you have anxiety and self doubt?

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I keep telling myself life gets better but everytime I do it gets a tad bit worse; maybe if I say the curse backwards I’ll reverse it? Either way life being kicking my ass lately.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

You know Green Goblin right “Inspite of everything you have done for them, eventually they will hate you”

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

So go do you, Travel Far. Share your stories and earn your scars.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

You gotta be a like a tree, firm in your roots but expanding to see more; if your eyes are covered than look inside.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

The Body Talks and Meditation has helped me listen. I visualize healing, you are the guru of your self. Be your own teacher, love everyone and everything including yourself…

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

Every time I think I’m heading in the right direction, I end up in a place I never even knew could feel this bad.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

Death is not the greatest loss in life, the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

The eggshells I walk on to keep the peace only get louder the more I avoid why I have to walk on them. I refuse to bend to anyone else’s breaking again.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I’ve been making changes all year; some good, some bad, but my biggest change I’m going to work on? Stand up for myself, I’m no longer gonna allow people to walk all over me, if that makes me an asshole so be it, You can only push someone down so far before they stand up.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

I’m like a doormat, people walk all over me and occasionally light a bag of shit on fire on me; but I’ll always welcome you.

[GlassOfWhiskey @dilloncamden]

My pain is the reason for everyone’s laugh. And for that? My laugh will never be the reason for someone’s pain.