🧸.

(they/he) secrets i have held in my heart.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

https://t.co/Iixkpvwa6o

[ً @holyaches]

with blood on my clothes and my hands， i've done it again， i've done it again.

[ً @MORTlSUMBRA]

⠀every ⠀morningˏ ⠀i ⠀wake ⠀up ⠀from ⠀a ⠀dream ⠀of ⠀you ⠀holding ⠀me ⠀underwater. ⠀﹙ is ⠀that ⠀a ⠀dream ⠀or ⠀a ⠀𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 .ᐣ ﹚

[ُ @grnte]

my father & i are more alike than i'd care to admit, & whenever i feel pure rage, i know i am my father's daughter.

[jinnie! @lyingwhales]

“Go / springtime // go. / I turned my back long ago. / Don’t show me / any more dreams.”

[ً @holyaches]

you are going to break your promise. i understand. and i hold my hands over the ears of my heart， so that i will not hate you.

[hyyh notes quotes @hyyhnotesbot]

when I opened my eyes, it was April 11

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

but how could they? how could they have known?

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

they should’ve known. they should’ve known. not to get too attached, not to get close, not to hope. they should’ve known.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

silly me, waiting.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

as always, i would be happier elsewhere. as always, i’m stuck here.

[ً @holyaches]

the night is full of stars， and here we are， talking as if there is still something in us to save.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

@touchedstarve aren’t you tired?

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

“hyung,” he croaks through the phone. cradled against his ear. hands trembling, as if from the weight. “m’having nightmares again, @stagnantrebel.”

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

nightmares.

[꩜ @adorewordss]

still. after all of it. mostly, i want to be kind

[love drops @lovedropx]

— Sylvia Plath

[ً @holyaches]

i look at you， and i just love you， and it terrifies me. it terrifies me what i would do for you.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

all i’ve ever wanted was to live.

[🧸. @dirtyrains]

i’m so tired.

[love drops @lovedropx]

— Anaïs Nin, from The Voice