! KITTIE WANTS 2 DIE !

Call me Kit
#edtwt + lurking #bpdtwt occasionally
CW: way too fat
GW: not fat
lvl 21 stoner
omw to do ur mum

[! KITTIE WANTS 2 DIE ! @disordered_kit]

crawling my ass back to edtwt!! <3
₊‧❣‧₊ call me Kit
₊‧❣‧₊ I'm 21 (Anyone younger than 16 pls DNI !!)
₊‧❣‧₊ Currently overweight (Not obese, but I feel insecure giving a number)
₊‧❣‧₊ if ur fatphobic u get no bitches + DNI
lmk if u wanna be moots!! #edtwtᅠ

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@skinnykiryvyr alr alr

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#edtwt #proana #anamia
where do yall get ur thinspo? Besides twitter
Also how do you get around word filters like "anorexia" or "thinspo" like a lot of sites have

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@flourirr RIGHT UGH
sometimes I get like that if im either doing really well in life or if im really depressed, but most of the time food is on the brain CONSTANTLY

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every time i've relapsed I usually focus more on what I'm eating, rather than trying to work off what ive eaten. but Im gonna try and be less like that
gonna go on a run tonight

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LETS RISE UP KINGS, QUEENS AND NONBINARY ROYALS ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

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I love my girlfriend but sometimes I wish I could live by myself so I can just starve myself lol
if she finds out ive relapsed she'll just NOT EAT UNTIL I DO.

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I want death
my gf wanted me to go out with her and since we had to wait like 30 mins for something she ended up wanting to get some pizza since it was close by
i ate 1500 calories again... :(

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@kittensuger im not hearting this cus I agree that ur gross, just interacting cus I can r e l a t e :') my bmi is higher tbh, I feel insecure about even stating it on here.

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theres smth im gonna admit to yall girlies- im relapsing to try and lose weight for a specific event coming up, so its either not gonna work or its gonna work too well and im not gonna be able to go back to "normal" after I've lost like 20-30 lbs cus thats rlly all im aiming for

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fun recommendation to anyone relapsing again and crawling back to edtwt! go thru ur old posts !!! triggering asf!!!!!

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@lightpinkliliya sounds pretty abusive im ngl
I hope you can leave somehow

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@lightpinkliliya what a fucking loser

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every time ive tried to relapse it doesnt work cus i live with my gf but THIS TIME ITS FOR REALZ I PROMISE !!! <3
I kinda ate a lot today ((1500 cal </3 </3)) but im just tryna get my intake lower so it womt be as hard for me to restrict. I think tomorrow im gonna aim for 1000

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tmw you realize people who are 14 were born in 2010
that just sounds wrong.... it feels like 2010 was like only 8 years ago those are still CHILDREN !!

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im relapsing lmao
im gonna do things a little bit differently than I did before tho
im gonna have rotating calorie limits for each week. This week is gonna be 8500, next week is gonna be 3500

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Might be coming back

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I've made the executive decision that im not mentally ill enough to be valid, so I am relapsing
plus im fat lol

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@bpdrae can I join?

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me when I see a self DXer of bpd spamming a bunch of tags like "yantwt" or "obslovetwt" along side bpdtwt