Rest In Peace to my good nigga Shawdy. It kills me that this happened, at such a fucked up time. I would have never thought that I’d be receiving this news but I want you to know you’ll always be in my heart & I’ll never forget the loyalty that you had for me.
The most sad part is I was more loyal to my brothers than my own family, my kids, all that. I’m a realest I don’t cap and look where my loyalty got me.
I get it “out of sight, out of mind” right? Ain’t you supposed to want for your brother, what you want for yourself? Y’all got the game fucked up. This new generation got no loyalty.
Lol niggas wanna be on fb after I get life without parole, crying though like y’all give a fuck but never gave a fuck enough to get me the proper legal team. Shit some of you didn’t even care enough to show up to my trial to show love & support.
Shit, some of you niggas got cars worth that bread, cribs and some more. Sad part is niggas could’ve put a down payment on my life and had 3.5 years to pay it off. But instead y’all said fuck the only nigga who would give his life to spare yours.
Crazy part is I know me, myself & I spent probably double that on you niggas with all the clubbin, bud, LQ, work niggas fucked up, the whole nine. But my life wasn’t worth 50 racks to you niggas, damn shame man.
Y’all niggas are the realest niggas I know let me tell you.. so real you let me go to trial with a public defender! Couldn’t get together and put up a lousy 50 racks for me to have a proper lawyer to get my life back.
My “brothers” spend 2-300 a day on bud and lq everyday but make me wait weeks at a time for their daily spending habits. They even spend triple in the club every weekend. Let’s not leave out they got 10-20 racks on their neck and wrist! Smh
It’s sad that I can count on my hands and feet how many time niggas sent me money, it’s even more sad that every time I have to wait several weeks 75% of those few times for that lousy 2-300.
Which one of you “brothers” consistently ask me if I was okay, mentally or if I needed something or if my kids needed anything and actually came through for me? I’ll wait..
It’s crazy how none of you niggas would be shit if it wasn’t for me. It’s even more sad how we always told each other if one went away, niggas would always be there for one another. But the truth is, y’all niggas ain’t do a fucking thing for me
Who would’ve thought 19 days later that niggas starving in a cell. Thank God Dest always had me & made sure a nigga was able to eat whenever I felt hungry cause if I had to count on the niggas who’s my “brothers” I’d be 140 lbs not 240 lbs smh niggas make me sick!
“Mommy... I’ll never forget about you or dad when I’m in here or out there, I’ll always make sure that either I or someone else goes to visit your site on this day & holidays. You’ll both forever be in my heart & with me. I love you guys.”❤️ @Star_Monay