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zee | 21f | there’s too much in my head and spilling it onto paper isn’t working anymore | TW everything (?) b/c I interact w/ SHEDTWT+drugtwt

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intro (?):

i’m zee, i’m 21f, and there’s way too fucking much in my head that i need to share. i’ve been doing so mostly w/ papers, texts to my mum, etc but it’s getting so lonely.

will interact with subtwts whose issues i relate to (shedtwt/drugtwt/whatever) as a heads up

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@Gh0st3d05 @ONYXkcals well i know what I’M doin today

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@ONYXkcals YOOO WAIT I NEED these?????

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@lilLadyLarvae What a gorgeous creature. Cherish

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@salemscrucible In the sense of the banal repetition of bureaucracy, number after number, unit after unit, sure. You’re no more human to them than the digits on their files are - just figurative representations of what they may reap from exploitation. But why should that stop you? You can be you

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@pixiiestikz ofc friend

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@pixiiestikz

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@pixiiestikz dw i have a prescription to help you, hold on

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@angelicthreats i’m sorry i can’t respond with a meaningful response right now. you took the words to describe a heartfelt sentiment but i don’t have it in me to form one in reciprocation right now. thank you so much

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it’s not fair, its not fair. How couldANYONE in their right mind be

because

i was looking at the few pictures i have of myself as a mid-teenager and it

that

THAT IS A FUCKING KID. THAT IS A CHILD. I HATE THIS WORLD SO SO SO MUCH

how could ANYONE in their right mind look at

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@Angel_serri fr

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@sativqdiva its mine too now

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@emma_is_sad i don’t know if I didn’t
I wasnmt a good child

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i’m not okay i’m not okay i hate this i hate feeling this pain i’m so ashamed someone take me out of this I’m so ashamed I’m so humiliated

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at THAT aand look at that LITTLE CHILD hurting itself, blood scar messy whatever, and get any form of pleasure out of it??? I don’r understabd. How coukd you look at the pain that little child felt feeling the true weight of the word “womanhood” and *enjoy* it?? what is this why

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@freakbarge3kbar @hateoryxxx Praying for you 🎈🦐🫧🫧

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@blisterpleasee There’s a little fat poking through but at least half of it is dermis. Either way it would need stitches (or at least butterfly bandages) to heal with a lesser scar

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@emma_is_sad yay!

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@bananasanblow @salemscrucible thank you for notifying me of this, comrade. my men and i will get to the root of this, i assure you. an army of worm-on-strings and an unstable, consistently inebriated 20-something Y/O can do anything in this world

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@emma_is_sad this is just a setback. you’ll be okay!!

here’s a video that always cheers me up, if you might benefit from it

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@emma_is_sad i’m sorry your day hasn’t gone well. i know people might tell you it’s small, the drink staining your shirt, the pizza accidentally being thrown in the bin, etc. but you have every right to be upset about it in culmination. you’re going to be fine though, i promise you it’ll pass