The reason why I don’t do drugs is because I don’t want to numb the joy and pains of life. I don’t think I would consider myself alive if I couldn’t feel it all. Every breakdown, hysterical laugh, and stress of life is my constant reminder that I will get through it. All of it.
Being alive is so stressful. I just keep telling myself “this will all be so much better by next year” but honestly, that’s false hope b/c our world is in shambles and time does nothing but drag out the inevitable, ie: death.
Lol idk tho have a good day!!!!!