why is suicide so fucking difficult?? i don’t have access to firearms, oding will most likely fail and cause me permanent kidney damage, bleeding out is highly unlikely, i don’t have the tools to hang myself 😭💔 i wish i could js fall asleep and never wake up again
every time i want to vent to someone i just end up imagining a whole conversation about me venting to them and suddenly i don't feel like doing it anymore
Miserable when I have friends, miserable when I don't, miserable when I'm single and miserable whenim dating I'll genuinely only be happy when I'm dead