@justbendie you know it's a mills thing. i know that much hasn't changed since i've been gone. :)
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i missed you too, b. ... and i'm glad you're here.
... ...hm. wonder if this is still any good... ... does weed expire? probably should’ve figured this out a while ago, haha—
.... fuck. no light.
@justbendie
@justbendie :)
good. it starts with trying.
just like anything... it takes practice, right? it takes trying. you swing, strike, another, strike.... eventually, though, you hit the ball.
and then... home run. right?
@justbendie ... .... i know this is more than us. more than what happened. but... what about this:
if you want to make it up to me, let me forgive you.
can you let me do that?
... can we start there?
@justbendie ... yeah.
... ....well. sorry to tell you, but.
just don't think i have it in me.
... the years haven't been kind. .... to any of us.
... ...how can i fault you that? why would i do that now?
@justbendie not exactly. ... or at least it's not something that really... matters anymore, does it? if it's what i think you mean.
... and i wasn't mad. not even then.
@justbendie i know. .... ... and... if you want to run now, i... ... can't really stop you.
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but... the roof, a smoke.
... my friend. i've missed all of it.
it's good to see you, bendie. i hope you know that.
@justbendie don't worry. it's been... a lot.
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and, uh. .... related to that... ...
... are you okay? ... ...i get why not, maybe... and it's... been a while, but. ... ...