#ricecaketwt monday weigh-in ugghhhh
last week:
136.6lbs/61.96kg bmi 20.2
this week:
135.7lbs/61.55kg bmi 20
down 0.9lbs/0.41kg which i have to pretend to be excited about even though i know its a lot of food weight. still at least im not maintaining or gaining.
intro/looking for moots #edrtwt ! เฑจเงโ ห๏ฝก๐
โ*โโงโห 06 !! (20)
โ*โโงโห she/her
โ*โโงโห she / her
โ*โโงโห 172cm
โ*โโงโห gw: 50kg ugw: 45kg
โ*โโงโห dni if under 16
โ โ โ โก or โป to be moots
#edrtwt#ricecaketwt
been eating 1k+ cals a day since and realistically i shouldn't be gaining or even maintaining on that but im so scared for my next weigh-in. pray for me. bmi 20, our time together was a short eleven days and we had so much fun together but please never come back.
i sort of want ppl to know i have an ed but DONT want ppl to worry about me but i DO want people to think about me but i DONT want them to care enough to send me to a hospital but i DO want them to see what im going through but i DONT want them to pity me ๐ค do you follow?
to the point where im almost the same bmi as my average/thinspo tiktok influencer but im still ugly and untalented yeah sounds about right. maybe self improvement was the move after all. #edrtwt