hi guys this isnt easy to say but i have relapsed </3 im so sorry i couldnt do it ☹️ i dont want to change this account back to edtwt bcs i have so much recov moots so i made a new one and i miss all of my moots so if you would like to stay in contact pls dm me 🩵 pls stay safe🫶
tbh im sad leaving this acc bcs it holds a lot of memories and theres a lot of people i still want to interact with but i think its better that i moved bcs i rlly would feel bad to change it back to edtwt :(
ohmygod its so hot and i was downtown with my friends and there was police EVERYWHERE bcs someone left their suitcases there and they thought its a bomb 😭 we got noodles but god damn it was like hell there
i still feel horrible that i ate so much in the beginning of recov and i still do and i gained so fast im basically weight restored now i hate myself for it sm bcs everyone else seems to struggle so much compared to me it seems like i was never disordered in the first place