Here's another Reign of Nightfall clip, its Red Gloves and he's VERY into being punished as you can tell. I have to remind myself this is a game about running your own gang, but I sometimes wonder if it's not me running my own harem lmao. 😭
#夜幕之下#ReignofNightfall
@ElliotVault I dont see my eyes, hair nor nose as irl, this is highly related to low self esteem and ptsd, but it also makes me paranoid of how i smell, look, sound, everything. I wanna look good :( last time i felt good with myself (hair & beard) a friend told me i looked like a vagabond :(
@ElliotVault Fr, body dysmorphia is living through hell daily
i can see myself in the mirror but I cant know if im skinny, fat or in a healthy weight/shape and that only changes when i look the photos years later
And unfortunately is not only about weight :(