i think i need 2 realize that he only liked that i was chasing him …… not that he liked me still whatsoever. i am a dumb dodo bird ass bitch that is okay
i would have done anything for him … flip over & show him my stomach but that isn’t enough. he will lie to me and i don’t know why i let rose tinted glasses make me forget how much he lied to me throughout our relationship
i think i might have started to grow a tad bit apathetic regarding everything … i think i probably should stop caring as much as i do & let sleeping dogs lie. whether he comes back is entirely his choice and his alone
there is a possibility that i’m having crazy they bpd mood swings rn regarding the situation but i kinda doubt that … my mood stabilizers have definitely been working & i honestly don’t feel any sort of huge emotional extreme right now
i think i might have started to grow a tad bit apathetic regarding everything … i think i probably should stop caring as much as i do & let sleeping dogs lie. whether he comes back is entirely his choice and his alone
and, baby, you’re still my best friend even when i don’t see you / still my best friend even if i don’t need you / still my best friend even when i don’t see you / i promise, oh, i promise