a lot of people are seeing my stuff.. wow hi everyone แก oฬดฬถฬทฬฅแท ฬซ oฬดฬถฬทฬฅแท แก
hi im vani/inav, im 18, i like to write. I am a really big pervert. Sorry. mainly fixated on no more eurydice and wax doll explosion academy + black swan
@molihuazotyca learning to do my art for myself and to build a deep sensual relationship with it has allowed me to really grow out of the "impostor syndrome" phase that all of my peers seem to be stuck in,, forming something i can do for myself doesnt satisfy my desire to share though but ๐ฌ๐ฌ
@molihuazotyca dooont even get me started on how i cant even create something im proud of without an absurd amount of money. sure, i can create for creation's sake or my own artistic integrity but jfc an arthoe nepo baby from downtown manhattan will get every opportunity before i ever will
@molihuazotyca the person beside me, and YES!! i cannot hate heejae entirely because a lot of my instructors have a similar internal mindset about fine art and performing arts... gaaahhh. idk what my point is but #HEARD#RECEIVED#FELT
@molihuazotyca this thread resonates with me so much,, i'm not a musician but i do participate in performing arts and it feels oh-so-pointless to pursue something i'm very passionate about with little payoff. it feels like im wasting my BFA because deep down i know i won't get nearly as far as