esther / erys 🌱 ivtl AU 📌

“ bring me brightness ”

writer | intj. filo/eng

[esther / erys 🌱 ivtl AU 📌 @eepytham]

Thread of my esther ivantill SocMed AUs

[matty want a burger @mmmattnik]

Mourning Ivan like i knew him personally get out of my house

[Michi ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ @michi_cocopop]

it’s almost been a day, how’s everyone doing?

[choco 🍮 cf23 @chocorocotan]

scars remind me everything
#ALNST

[Blehhh (Comms closed!) @hawk_till]

scars…scars…scars…

[Lisette 🌸💫Artsobi SG A10 || GSGW CH 407 @lushiette]

To the ghost I still carry
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[esther / erys 🌱 ivtl AU 📌 @eepytham]

I've also written a few and a socmed but obviously not finished but they exist😢

[esther / erys 🌱 ivtl AU 📌 @eepytham]

There are multiple fics and art like this but they're not that well known to newer ppl in the fandom

[lee ୨୧ @sorrowblck]

reincarnation au ivti where both have their memories but ivan never goes looking for till because he's like "even if he remembers, it wouldn’t matter" while till spent half of his life desperately searching for his ivan. so much to the point people think he's crazy

[s @_yoogeki]

scars

[✸ y_k @ivannette_]

till misses ivan so much everyone at the rebel base start missing him too

[hoorie 🌻 @nareishiki]

idk why ivantill shippers are made to feel like crap constantly… “the sub song only shows till grieving… not that he reciprocates” my brother… he spends years thinking of ivan, he can’t live without imagining ivan… he can only somewhat let go after hugging ivan finally…

[lethargic goldfish @go1denfishbow1]

This is so fucked up

[🌠LEA 🌠 @DeluluTownMayor]

Ivan was so dear to him that he had to learn how to work through grief to get through the day with the weight of his absence so vivid in every aspect of his life, reminding himself that it's fine, that dying is not the end because ivan is still alive through him and his memories

[Red ★ busy/quiet atm! @akai_koutei]

Full lyrics for Scars 🥹🎉 It is, after all, about living on with the memory Ivan left in him; the light that disappeared at the end of the rain (R6) but remained as warm shadow in the crevices of his body...

It's beautiful. It's truly beautiful.

[yuuki | CF22 Shipping @sakanayura]

The more I listen to this song the more devastated I am but I also can't help smiling bitterly...both happy and miserable at the same time

[zara !✧.* @suagirluke]

“read my soul, yes my soul”

[val 🌸 🎪 @valentinesbabys]

we went from "do u luv me >3<" to "before forgetting, I seize and embrace you" yeah ok cool wtv

[esther / erys 🌱 ivtl AU 📌 @eepytham]

the way ivan will be loved, remembered and missed longer than he got to be in Till's life

[matty want a burger @mmmattnik]

Oh god Ivan is like seriously really really dead, they cremated him, hes been gone for seven whole years, and for every second, he was missed

[tori ୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨ @torinkkkk]

you’re quick #ivantill #ALNST

[lee ୨୧ @sorrowblck]

smth about till yearning for ivan forever, moving forward with this new life his beloved light gave him but incapable of moving on from said light. forever remembering and thinking about ivan and what they could have, his biggest regret...