𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯

To anyone suffering from a mental illness, you are a bad-ass motherfucker because nothing is more terrifying than battling with your own mind every single day.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Depression doesn't care how strong you are.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

The cruelest part of anxiety is knowing your fears aren't logical while still believing every one of them.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Depression has taught me that exhaustion is not always something sleep can cure. Sometimes it settles far beneath the body, inside the places where hope once lived, until every breath feels like another promise you no longer have the strength to believe.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

"You spend years rebuilding yourself while the people who broke you continue living as though nothing ever happened."

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

@parh_lo_noor It looks like you followed my page

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[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Will it end

Or

will I end?

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Depression stole my motivation first, then my personality, and finally the belief that I'll ever get them back.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

My mind has become a prison where every thought knows exactly how to hurt me.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Sleep isn't rest anymore. It's simply the fastest way to escape my own thoughts for a few hours.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Depression doesn't always tell you to give up. Sometimes it simply whispers that nothing will ever change.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

I carry an exhaustion that sleep has never been able to fix

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

I carried entire conversations inside my head that never reached my lips.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Every heartbeat feels like another chance I don't know how to use.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Every morning feels like carrying a body that weighs twice as much as it should. Nobody sees the battle because all they notice is that I made it out of bed, never realizing how close I came to staying there forever.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

and while your mental health is destroying you, all everyone else sees is laziness.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

I’m still figuring out how to exist comfortably.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Sometimes I isolate myself hoping someone will notice I'm gone. Other times I isolate because I pray nobody notices how broken I've become. I never know which feeling will win.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

My room became the only place where I didn't have to pretend I was okay.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

Fighting for a life I don't even want to live.

[𝘋𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 @egiovedi]

People keep telling me that better days are coming, but they've been saying that for so long that I no longer know whether they're trying to comfort me or convince themselves.