no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling
i just want to die and then be told that its over and its ok and i did a good job and i dont have to hurt anymore and that ill be loved and taken care of and can sleep forever if i want