bella

Big Jumps and Big Ambitions // Nurse

[bella @eqstrin]

why tf did I leave my little mountain town for Iowa

[bella @eqstrin]

i moved 1000 miles away and i still miss my ex. coming up on 1yr since he ended things.
also have cried everyday for two months about my dog dying

[bella @eqstrin]

anyways the week before he died I had a menty B and drove us to the beach. i’m so glad we went

[bella @eqstrin]

best thing i’ve ever done is unfollow everyone on insta who only ever posts show photos

[bella @eqstrin]

i miss horses so bad

[bella @eqstrin]

@MarvelEquest I texted mine happy birthday after he broke no contact the week before, and he said thanks then blocked me lmao

[bella @eqstrin]

my car engine failed and my ex unadded in the same day. no im not ok

[bella @eqstrin]

apart of me really wants to move to ocala but i just cannot do heat or humidity at all. i fear i would die

[𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 @shezreading]

🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️

[bella @eqstrin]

i believe in love again (my ex broke no contact)

[bella @eqstrin]

I know flying over and shopping is pretty popular but I guess I’m asking more about direct shopping. I feel like sales barns definitely do?

[bella @eqstrin]

this might be a dumb question, but do people buy dressage horses sight unseen from Europe the way that they do jumpers?

[bella @eqstrin]

@huntrjumpr Hell skip the letter, shoot a text, block and ghost. It’s a crappy feeling but it’s always worth it

[bella @eqstrin]

my whole life is going exactly to plan and is so beautiful and full of happiness and growth except for the fact that a boy hurt my feelings really bad

[bella @eqstrin]

so i’m just stuck in this town where im all alone and i really need my people

[bella @eqstrin]

what really sucks is that i’m really have a tough time mentally and my only real friend takes 3-6 business days to respond to messages and my sister decided to go to a third world country for over a month

[bella @eqstrin]

@LV_Eventing have you tried the kentucky horse wear ones? I bought a pair just before my mare passed, but never got the chance to try them.

[bella @eqstrin]

no lgct miami this year :(

[bella @eqstrin]

what if i went full dressage

[bella @eqstrin]

@LGEstables I was very impressed with the leather quality, super super soft. Ran a tad large? but one of the nicest bridles I’ve ever owned