i don’t know what you’ve been told, but healing requires a lot of sleep and naps. sometimes your body and mind are so exhausted from carrying everything you’ve been through that all you can do is rest. you don’t always need to be productive, figure everything out, or force yourself to feel better overnight. sometimes the most loving thing you can do for yourself is get comfortable, turn your phone off, close your eyes, and let yourself exist without demanding anything more.
If love finds me, let it be sincere. Let it arrive quietly, without games or uncertainty. Let it be the kind of love that feels like watching a sunset after a long day, calm, beautiful, and worth the wait. Until then, I'll keep choosing myself and trusting that what's meant for me will find its way.