im not new, ive just been lurking a little bit and finally decided to make an account for this <3 i want some moots!!!
❥ he/they/she, 16
❥ 157 cm
❥ cw: 65.6 kg
❥ gw: 49.9kg, ugw: 40kg
♢transphobes, fatphobes and homophobes dni!!
♡ or ⟲ to be moots!!! <3 #edtwt#ed
hi guys! another long time no see, but i wanted to drop in again
recovery is probably the best decision i’ve ever made- before recovering, i could barely use 5lb dumbbells and now i confidently use 48-60lbs and i strive to increase how much i can lift
during the peak of my eating disorder, i lost the motivation to draw, one of my favorite things in the world
i’ve found my motivation to draw and do other things i enjoyed that i stopped doing
just dropping in to say hi to you all :) 🫶 i love and miss you all!!!
recovery is going very well for me- it’s had ups and down but overall i can just feel that this is what’s best for me, i deserve to be happy and take care of myself <3
i hope you all have been well ❤️
i’m deciding to try and attempt recovery 🫶 i don’t know what i’m going to do with this account but i want to be better and feel better, which starts with recovering and getting rid of stuff that will trigger me
i’m putting my scale to the side besides once every week to start, i’m deleting my tracking apps and i still will be working out because i genuinely love it but it’s time for me to stop living my life all around being so small when there’s so much more to life
how i feel knowing i will always feel ugly with the loose skin on my body and i won’t ever feel beautiful until i pay thousands of dollars to remove it
@changkyuncals pistachios for the taste, and then i cannot stress two brazil nuts a day!!!! it helps your selenium, which helps the thyroid! (plus, brazil nuts are huge and just taste so good)