aaaaanywaaaayyyy.... if i take adderall at a slightly high dose is it bad to then take sleeping pills a few hours later.... i needed to stay awake to drive but now i need to sleep heh......
it worked out great with that girl actually its crazy im like rellu scared tho im terrified were lowkey joeking about getting married for tax benefits and shes kinda being more serious than i am but im thinking abt it and ngl part of em really kinda wants it
for the first time ever in Mt life i started getting obsessed w this girl... so fucking crazy bro ive never felt ljke thus its so weird
anyway sje just told me im lpqkey doing too much and i need to cool it a bit๐ ๐ someody fucking kill me now please.
i wanna maybe say somethjnf about hiw it might be a good idea for us to take a break type thing but part of me wants her to say no and ghat she really wants mr to stay vyt the rest of mr knows shell probably agree
fuck my stupid obsessove idiot life
maybe my thinking is wronf but i guess in my head i assumed that attraction like this is a constant thing?? is it not?? am i ctazy?? that just doesnt make sense to me i cabt imagine not wanting someone all the time especially like this... maybe its the obsession...
just reread ghe texts again and realized i missed a part.
"Like I like that you want me and all but itโs a constant. And I feel bad I donโt feel the same way all the time."
i dont know how i missed that part vut holy fixk dude oh my god
im not that jpset abg kt anymore i just really wanted to grt it all off my chest
to clarify! im not saying shes in the wrong, i completely understand where shes coming from om just reallh overthinking shit yk
ngl to be fuckin fair she was also like snapping me a qhole bunch the other night abt how she misses me so much and qangs meso nad qhile she was drjnk so it just kinda surprised me when sje was ljke yo waych it yk