@emimimimimiii U can try and be mindful of food like sometimes I just think if like I feel hungry and I think about how hungry and make meals with different food groups like a meat and a grain and a vegetable
when you're fat, i feel like every little mistake comes across as lazy or greedy, unfinished nails, wearing loungewear, having messy hair, all things that would be considered chic on a thin girl is seen as monstrous on the fat girl, everything i do is overshadowed by my weight
i mean this is in least backhanded way possible, but the fact that people can be overweight without being consumed by feelings of self-disgust/hatred is such an alien concept to me. like, you know you’re overweight but don’t base your entire self-worth on that ??? #jealous 😭😭