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32/She/ ‘disordered’ since 2001 🙄 #oldwoman restricting/ anxiety/ resisting the purge/failing

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When you know your boobs are only as big as they are cos you’re so fat. Can’t wait to lose half of these bad boys. 🖕

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@falling_frenzy Thank you 🙂 hope you’re doing ok x

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Anyone else convince themselves they are having a heart attack when they have anxiety? Usually I would have wine to calm it down but that’s a vicious cycle I’m trying to break so now just stuck

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@falling_frenzy I have medication but managed to get off it about a year ago. Think I might need to get back on them again though as the anxiety has been creeping back in over the last few months 😞

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@skintight_bunny Did she ask for your opinion tho? She gave herself a shout out cos she’s feeling proud of her progress. She didn’t say ‘guess my bmi’ or ‘can you believe I’m bmi 31?’ She stated she was bmi 31. There’s nothing to debate 🤷‍♀️ She’s proud of herself sorry you’re butthurt

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when i say i wanna be skinny this is what i mean

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i desire to look so doll-like that I could be sitting on a shelf and no one would think twice

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@HOMICIDALKGS @_diamond_skies Me too!

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@smallestgodd @_diamond_skies 1990 here… kill me

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@cxsmixcalz Thank you! ☺️

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1.1k followers and not even a single comment back when asking for support. What’s the point? There is literally no supportive space for me anywhere. Online or irl.
Rant over. Feeling hard done by and sarcastic today. Going to try and sleep it off.

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@kittyfitty98 That’s sweet, thank you ☺️

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@booberrymindset Thank you! 🙏

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Can anyone link me to any harm reduction posts for purging. I’ve got in too deep again and can’t seem to stop.

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@anakammi I did thank you. I was just being a cry baby for a while there 😅

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@goal0x Thank you ml x

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@rotanddaydream That’s ok. Wasn’t really aimed at anyone in particular. I was just in a bad mood I guess 😅

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@geeeekyprincess Thank you. Been doing this for so long now that you would think I would know it all. But tbh I’ve never really cared about harm reduction before!

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@Marswhxre Wtf

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Using 3 different types of bubbles in my bath to try and hide my body from myself as much as possible.
- There are not enough bubbles in the world. 💀