fallenstar

✨Just a silly goofy gal with a loud brain✨23 she/her

attempting to slay the binge demon

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

Hewwo #edrtwt long time lurker trying to be more active here so my intro:

23f
An-bp
Lbmi: 15.8
Trying to get out of a year and a half long binge cycle 🙃

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@pusheen676767 @fangbones Me too. I just wish I could lock in again

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@VVHlMSY Sounds like fun

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

I’m super bored rn. I dont have wifi and my brain fog is too bad to play a game I have downloaded. Just been scrolling here for the last week

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@VVHlMSY Yay 💜💜

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@lvl16thief Me too. I hate having to fight my brain and my ed. It’s so exhausting

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@applecidercals Would love to <3

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@skinnlheart Absolutely not. Being responsible for another person sets off my moral ocd so bad. I can’t even babysit

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

Like I’m so done with this shit. I lost my cat in the house fire. Sugar and fats feel like eating liquid fire yet my fatass is still b/ping. I’ve been tossed aside my 2 jobs in the last month

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

I’m so cursed it’s unfair. This sucks bro
In the last 2 years alone I have had:
-forced recovery (~3 months)
-house fire and subsequent homelessness
-an attempt
-liver almost failing
-fired from job
-forced med leave from another + ghosting

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@archive4cals <3

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@rariizzoo Yes please!

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

Fml, I woke up to a bmi in normal range for the first time since forced recovery. I hat it here. Get me out

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@starluvie40970 I was having severe anxiety that was controlling my life. I couldn’t go outside, talk to anyone or do my school work. I needed something I could control so I didn’t fully breakdown

[Dr. Christian of drchristiantwt @Dr_Christiann]

it’s me, i’m back. i’m escaping forced IP, but i’m also in an emergency situation in terms of housing finances, and my abusive mother. please share this as much as u can & feel free to dm, i’m so fucking desperate rn

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

A few months ago I went to the psychiatric er. A nurse saw me and was like “oh my gosh, you’re the girl who ________” (it’s to embarrassing to say). It was gen so humiliating and I think about it all the time

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

I wish I could omad dinner like everyone else. My morning meds need a full meal or I’ll be in excruciating pain. I also wish I could fast

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@ang3lvoicez If I may recommend a couple. Cherry wine (ddlc) and the things they praised me for (enhypen, Niki) are golden. Both on ao3

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

Update: still eating too much, boss has ghosted me, no wifi. It’s been sooooo fun 🥹 /j

[fallenstar @fallenstar_moon]

@caramelbmi Me too girlie. I miss my lw so much 🙃