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[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

i've been on a t break for like 11 days and unfortunately my head is clearer and my appetite is easier to manage

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

i've had a total of like 2k calories max in the last calendar week #birthdaycomingup

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

when i start getting a little hungry i just eat a boiled egg and try not to think about it too much

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

im fat and awful

[۟ @fleur6l]

the disgusting feeling of a full stomach has never been worth the 10 minute satisfaction of eating

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

relapse spiraled into the violent bulimic push and pull of binge and starve and binge and starve. now i'm miserable and also fat

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

im so fat and disgusting and gross and stupid and FAT AND FUCKING FAT AND IM SO GROSS!!!!!!

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

i had a dream that this tweet blew up

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

consistency is KEY!!! ... but bread tastes so much better than key

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@fatbeyondrepair hi me hiiiii hi

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@MagentaHoney get that nut girl

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

ladies.. idk who needs to hear this but please dont you EVERRRRR let a man convince you that his sexual needs take priority over yours in ANY capacity!

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@munch4them this looks so good pls dw sushi is generally not that high cal

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

i don't think i have ocd but im so scared that the epstein files are going to have my name in them

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@toocutetoofat it's so hard but it absolutely is possible!!

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

so fucking depressing to drink alone in my apartment while i eat. probably gonna purge anyway so it doesnt even matter

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

just wasted probably 300 calories on ~2.5 shots with some cran juice i dont count alc cals but my body sure does . ☹️😞😞😞 probably gonna double that because i don't have class tomorrow and i have a bunch of soup that's much more fun to eat whilst drunk 🍄‍🟫🍄‍🟫🍄‍🟫 #Fuck

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

ugh i hardly even cared before but since relapsing all i can think about is calories i forgot how consuming this shit is. i am so scared that i fucked up. i never should have opened this app again. i have no clue how i'll recover again and i dont imagine wanting to

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@munch4them NEED

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@thinsbabie no if anything the opposite in my experience !

[fern 🐞☆⋆°｡⋆ @fattybinge]

@munch4them yum 🤌