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[࿔ !¡ 🌱 @fawnhops]

꒰ welcome to my acc & online diary ¡

→ ftm, nonbinary & gay
→ warning: 𝗲𝗱𝘁𝘄𝘁 & lots of venting ¡¡
→ minimal talk of sh as trying recov ¡

this acc & my priv is my safe space,, i will post a lot. i will also block, so its not personal if your blocked ! → mdni pls ¡¡

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i’m not needed, they don’t need me, i don’t talk to anyone. i think i’d just be better not being here

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@cptsdxo i’m so proud of you for that !

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@ani_is_skinny i’m here if you need anything

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anyone wanna talk? :D

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@prettyycrier mm i guess !

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i feel awful n i didn’t even get 10k steps ( got around 9.4k )

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pacing for the first time in a long time bc i can finally get worse now i don’t have anyone

[momo 🐚 @cruelersoft]

if you're thinking about dying please imagine outliving the people who piss you off first so you can watch their untimely demise

nap + snack + drink combo oomfs ily stay safe

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june was supposed to be the month that things got better n i recovered, but now things have got worse and there hasn’t been a day that i have not cried in

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i can’t stop crying

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at least if i don’t have anyone worrying about me anymore , i don’t have to get better bc i got no reason too anymore

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i actually have no friends anymore. like actually have no friends. maybe it would just be easier if i just stopped

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@rowrexia i’m your friend , i promise sweetheart. i’m not obligated to do anything, you are lovely & i will always care for you

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been 5 days since i took pills n nearly 20 since i last sh ! so that’s something

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oh no they roped jim into it

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ok i may potentially love this film

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oh no , this film may have some of the worst acting ever

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it’s such a bad acting & it reminds me of a pantomime

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i ate a full big chocolate bar but i still wanna eat but i know im way over my cals for the day but idk

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oh no , this film may have some of the worst acting ever

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@rowrexia thankyou ml !! 💚

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do i walk the last 3200 ish steps or do i watch a movie instead?