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It sucks when I bring my emotions and pain and I'm met with the same thing over and over. Every time I look for emotional support, I'm just met with "I hope you feel better." That's not enough anymore. It hurts to feel left with pain. This is why I don't go to my friends.
Such a huge weight I feel upon me. Standards, responsibility, financial issues. It's all so much. I'm trying to be patient for myself but it's hard to not want an escape.
Life is much more different than it was since last I was on this account. But it's still really really rough for me. Not my situation, just what I do to myself. And how I feel with the problems I am given. I'm not sure if I'm on the spectrum in some way or just ill and that-
Is a legitimate worry I have. I feel like there is still so much wrong with me. And that every misdeed that I have ever committed is the only thing I'll ever be remembered for. As much as I try to be better. But it's hard. Shit sucks. I'm finally independent, but there's still-
I haven't been on this account in a while, let alone tweeted on it. I think I may use this as a vent account. So I can keep all of my positivity on my main account. I will probably lock this account after a few days so that I feel comfortable with who sees these tweets.